Thoughts & Stories

by drholsow

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1.
DSP 02:18
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Who's behind that rusty fence? I'm not invited but I'll pretend Don't you go there, stand aback He's a loner, matter of fact I won't let you see inside Only a few he confide I'm a guardian, I'm a shoot It's a burden, I'm the proof In his garden flowers thrive Birds talk and the dead come alive He's settled down, adorned a home He's happy now, that's what you got to know So, why behind that dusty fence I see no lover, I see no friends? It's not a problem, more of a bless But I've been worried, worried, I confess I can't stand seeing him, seeing him thinking too much He's not working, not sleeping, he's just alone in a hutch He's day, he's daydreaming daily, all day long He's done, he's done screaming, maybe that was wrong So here's a warning, stand aback He's a goner, matter of fact Recall his image when you're sad When you're dreaming inside your head In your garden there's warm sunshine Angels come and stars align If other things don't make no sense Then you are welcome behind this fence
2.
Not For Long 02:01
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Maybe it's the times we're living in Maybe everything was bad from the start One more time we spin around, I'm shivering Feeling like the space is falling apart Stars quietly rushing into nothingness While we're gazing on them from a dusty roof Yeah, maybe they're eternal and we're a mess Maybe it goes backwards but there's no proof Don't tell me I'm weak, don't tell me I know it's the peak, oh, tell me Insulin shot, it's healthy Leave the rites to the wealthy Don't tell me I'm gone, don't say it I could change it, it's not about fate But I give it up, I lost all the faith It's not for long, it's not for long Heard his amateur diagnosis Layman psychology he practices He said it's going to be fine after the sunrise It maybe was for him, but I live in the twilight Shine bright somewhere else, my happiness And I'll try to sound like I'm not depressed See, today I'm so happy, I cannot write a song It's not for long, it's not for long Don't tell me I'm weak, don't tell me I know it's the peak, oh, tell me Insulin shot, it's healthy Leave the rites to the wealthy Don't tell me I'm gone, don't say it I could change it, it's not about fate But I give it up, I lost all the faith It's not for long, it's not for long
3.
Wave 03:20
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Waves Will take you someplace And you will forget the past Say You don't want to stay Oblivion is a bless A sea And nothing you see [?] that surround you Here You don't need to flee Lightness and ease have found you Float You don't need the boat Nothing will hold you down Float You don't need the boat Nothing would hold you down
4.
Mapc 04:35
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Марс, не уходи Я от солнца потерял ключи В голове только звук, испуг и ты Марс, кровь на кости Без телескопа не спасти Жми сильнее на тормоза, в глаза свети Была у меня луна Такая за жизнь одна Посерел её, выцвел круг, испуг объял А раньше, когда плыла Во мгле цвела Время свело луну ко сну В твоём багрянце видно вечность Чувствую, как отнимается конечность Это хорошо, это хорошо Если не ушёл, если не ушёл Мне солнечного диска не увидеть свет И лишь луч отражается от планет Это ничего, это ничего Лучше, чем ничего, лучше, чем ничего Марс, замедли ход Пусть ночь никогда не умрёт В голове моей пустой густой небосвод Тут бог молока Когда-то разлил слегка Сахар нарассыпал, не убрал пока Марс, заглуши звук Бешеный сердца стук А может, его издаёт, это поёт мой друг Слышит и делает бит Чтоб с моим сердцем в ритм А ему уже всё одно, оно горит В твоём багрянце видно вечность Чувствую, как отнимается конечность Это хорошо, это хорошо Если не ушёл, если не ушёл Мне солнечного диска не увидеть свет И лишь луч отражается от планет Это ничего, это ничего Лучше, чем ничего, это лучше, чем ничего Это лучше, чем ничего Марс, кровь на кости Еле могу найти Вижу, твой гаснет свет, рассвет почти Марс, время пришло Ночь позади, и что? В голове только звук, испуг и всё
5.
Infinite 03:47
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When my thoughts wander in the night And my sense is leaving me My mind tells me to hold tight It's the voice of sanity But I don't rely on it (I go deep, I go deep) That has been my sweetest dream (when I sleep, when I sleep) Take all the routine away (let me sway, let me sway) Hope I'll never be awake (I go deep, piece of cake) Turning off the lights for a minute Turn them off the lights for a minute Feel the emptiness, feel it Feel the emptiness, feel it Turning off the lights for a moment Turn them off the lights for a moment Hold the infinite, hold it Hold the infinite, hold it Whenever I try to fade away (I fade away) Something holds me on the ground And I feel like I want to stay Every time I hear the sound It pervades into my brains (gentle bass, tender beat) It keeps flowing through my veins (have a rest, take a seat) And I ain't got no need for brakes (cosmic speed is what it takes) I don't wanna be awake (headphones on, piece of cake) Turning off the lights for a minute Turn them off the lights for a minute Feel the emptiness, feel it, yeah Feel the emptiness, feel it Turning off the lights for a moment Turn them off the lights for a moment Hold the infinite, hold it Hold the infinite, hold it

about

Compilation of old song drafts that are broken — so there's no chance I can rearrange or remix them now. All of it was written and recorded in 2017—2018.

credits

released March 28, 2020

Thanks to all my beloved people who inspired me and helped me: Martin, Niclout, Katya, Vlada, Vlad and Maya.

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